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When I'm in my own head things seem to stop making sense
Cognitive thoughts useless, defenses I'll never shed
All the signals and signs are out the window
Everything that I know spins out of control
And that's when I reach for the bottle again
And that's when I stop hanging out with my friends
I turn into someone that I never meant to be
And it's fucking crippling
And it's fucking lonely
And it's fucking killing me
I'm really good at making the people that I love cry and want to die
But I can't stop the feeling that's building up inside even though it's a lie
And that when I start isolating again
And that's when my morality is starting to bend
I turn into someone that I never meant to be
And it's fucking crippling
And it's fucking lonely
And it's fucking killing me
And that's when I lose everything that I love
And that's when I truly stop giving a fuck
There's no light at the end of this tunnel I can see
And that's fucking crippling
And it's fucking lonely
And it's fucking killing me
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